THEN I go back inside and my dad is looking for a knife (my sister luckily hid them after his last attempt to harm himself), and i had to talk him down again.
consecutive years of hardships for no reason ...i was not even that spiritual before but now I just know if they tell me we all are the children of God etc that's bs no "parent" would want to see their baby cry...if god is real why does rape happen?!