All of this came from god, and maybe its time to learn to let it go, to learn to feel 'enough' with what I have currently, and ofc to reset myself to be a 'respectful' human to say the least
Really shouldn't let this cloud my judgement or decision.
If being fr tho, it does affect me a lot and the sole reason is there are still lot of things that i want to buy and experience, just that smh.
It infuriates me so much when I told myself a lot of time already that
Idk anymore, had a change of mind, maybe I'll do it when Im free of all of this.
I guess its just the fact that ram is so high nowadays that i want to convince myself that my 32gb of ddr5 ram still can be used.
Going to try insert the 2nd ram again tomro i think.
I refuse to believe the ram broke when I just move the pc on my desk.
I didnt even felt like I moved/fiddle with the slot too in case if the slots are broken too.