My wife told me a year ago that she would leave me if I didn’t stop watching porn. And I did, for a few days, and once we rebuilt trust again, I started to #goon again. It started gentle at first. I’d do it when I had a bad day. Then every day became bad.
The issue? The issue is I realized I stopped living. I started relying on porn to muffle the problems of my life. Its my vice for everything. And i wanna take control of my life. Cause its all over the road. And Im a alcoholic, Vape addicted porn addict. God please help me.
People think they can make relapse and it’s so fucking rude. Gooners see someone trying to be better and want to bring them back down. The crabs in a bucket mentality is so lame. #nofap#realnofap