Joche no Yoshi

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[Joche no Yoshi @NoJoche]

My name is Joche.

I have been living a fake life.

A life caring about what others people think about me.

Giving a s*** about whether or not someone is going to successfully take my freedom away from me. By doing so I already gave them my freedom. I've been abused since I was a f****** toddler. I never went to school cuz I wasn't allowed to. I went through six different types of schools before I graduated high school. I never had a proper education. And I don't f****** care. That school system is f****** trash. The University doesn't know what it's doing. The government isn't a f****** government. Police isn't f****** police. And I live in a piece of s*** Iceland that the only thing beautiful that I've got going for it is the Earth beneath our feet, the water through the rivers, and the space that is going to be being occupied by pieces of s*** human beings. Incompetent m************. I hate it. I hate my own incompetence. Since I've lived 28 f****** years giving into a will of other human beings. I've never killed anybody, except the animals that I ate through the first 22 years of my f****** life. The only gift I can be sure of the cosmic overlord of our reality gave me is the spiritual existential majestic balls that make me not kill myself throughout my entire life. My body's f****** retarded even though my IQ is near genius. I seem to have f****** dementia cuz the only moment where I have my members intact and can move is whenever I decide to not move. Only in my dreams. Am I actually free even when I have to face literal incarnations of f****** demons in my nightmares. That easier than leaving this life. Cuz at least there I can f****** fight back and kill them. Whereas in this life I don't allow myself that luxury. I've been raped spiritually, emotionally and physically. Thankfully nobody has penetrated my f****** butthole with her dicks. But they have assaulted me sexually when I was a f****** kid. And now as an adult they do it systemically. I do hate this universe. It shouldn't be in the formula it is. It shouldn't be riddled with such ignorance and f****** incompetence. I've never known freedom since this world is run by money. I've never known love since every time that I thought I've had it if they'd taken from me. When I was a kid, a person that I liked was raped in front of me, while the professor encouraged, it and the kids enjoyed it. As an adult, the only person that I thought I loved unconditionally lost their marbles and try to kill herself and then violated me by s******* on me and breaking my trust in the most fundamental manner. My family doesn't believe in me even though they say they do. They think that my words don't mean s***. They think that when I say leave me alone I need space. It means I want to kill myself or someone else. They are literally f****** retarded in the most significant manner. They and everybody else uses any excuse to literally discriminate and s*** on people they don't understand. I can only have nowhere to go. I the police doesn't help me. My government doesn't help me and apparently I can't even help my f****** self.

I don't want to keep masking. I don't want to keep living in life through f****** trauma and fear. I don't want to keep telling myself that everything's okay when it isn't. I don't want to keep trying to help other people when I can't even help myself. I am above average on everything literally but I'm not good enough at anything financially. I swear to God the internet isn't what it used to be. The algorithm doesn't work. Everything requires money. I can't even describe my passions in a way that I believe that I'll be able to pursue them. Everybody assumes that because I have a high IQ I'm not autistic, I don't suffer from severe f****** ADHD, and maybe because they are on unaware of their own trauma; they think that mine is insignificant enough to cause major impairment in my everyday life.

#HumanProblems

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I am going live now! Check out my stream. https://t.co/8ScesEL0zK

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@alyekly Cute setup! Motivates me to put more love into mine.

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First I sing some songs, and then my own.
Processing my emotions given the current state of the world.
https://t.co/QTOOn7e94f
#BunkerBusters #Fordow #NuclearDeterrence #USAirForce #OSINT #BreakingNews #PeaceOverWar #PuertoRicanVoices

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I think I want some weak memes.

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Deterrence ✅ or provocation ❌? Vote ⬇️(4/4)

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I hope these 12 bunker-busters are truly being used to deter nuclear war (as Trump claims) and not to exploit another ‘weaker’ community—something the USA has too often done in the past. (1/5)

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📸: Satellite imagery via @sentdefender (link):
https://t.co/zf0kILU9hI (4/5)

[OSINTdefender @sentdefender]

Satellite imagery shows damage to the Fordow Nuclear Facility in Central Iran, following last night’s strikes against the underground complex by the U.S. Air Force. At least six impact sites from 12 GBU-57A/B MOP (Massive Ordnance Penetrator) 30,000lb “Bunker Buster” Bombs dropped on the site by B-2A “Spirit” Long-Range Stealth Bomber can be visually seen, with the it believed that the bombs directly targeted the underground cascade hall, containing centrifuges and storage for the enrichment of weapon-grade uranium used for the potential production of nuclear weapons by Iran.

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