DrunkSpiderman

Still Drunk

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

@insomniacgames I think it would be dope, and probably meaningful to lots of people if you guys ever decided to add a modded version of the map to Spider-Man where the Freedom Tower was be replaced back to the Twin Towers. Just my opinion though.

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Advice from someone whos dated someone from the oppisite sex that was a bestfriend please???

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Thats about right lol

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

So yesterday my bestfriend on the female side kissed me. Shes pretty, cool, and all that. But damn, as good as it is to get out of the friend zone why the hell am i so nervous, this situation isnt bad just new, and it got me confused as a mother fucker. All in all, I am happy.

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

And now its back to positive thinking for the night, night twitter

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

And no body on here can help me so i really aint looking for anybody to reach out. Im sorry, but i just needed to openly let that out and vent it. My mind is at war right now and Im just about ready to jump off the edge. Wish that cop never stopped me from offing myself rn

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

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[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Idk if Im just dragging myself down at this point or not, like perosonally I think everything except for 1 thing is great in my life. But that one thing i cant escape without supposedly letting everyone down or leading to their dissapointment in me. This why i think im better off

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Ive opened up to multiple people about what drove me to my attempts, and depression. And none of them have offered me anything but making me feel selfish or like "idk what i got" when what i got is good in some aspects but driving my mood where it shouldnt go. One way out.

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

This*

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Love an alcoholic girl who tells me she doesnt mind pot smokers as long as im not one of those allday everyday smokers, and the girl who says thks picks up a bottle at 12pm and starts day drinkingg. Like ok while my substance has me living aslong as thor you pray for your liver!

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Id rather people know my stories are optional to watch idc who does or does not watch them or skips them. I leave it upto the viewers.

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Just cause i post obnoxiously long stories in snap does not mean i like recieving obnoxiously long personal snaps. The reasons i post to my story are this. 1 it helps me get shit off the chest, and 2 its upto the viewers to watch. Im not forcing or burdening specific people.

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

What if when you commit suicide you wake up in an alternate reality taking right back off where the last one ended

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

No works better than on read. Just saying.

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Im so tired of getting my hopes up man...

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

I really give uo figuring out the femalw mind. I conclude your all crazy, bipolar, and did i say crazy?

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Taking a moment to thank god for the blessings in my life currently🙏

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

I really hate having a crush on someone. Like having someone run through your mind all day and that someone def doesnt feel the same is some other shit 🙃

[DrunkSpiderman @NolanStyle]

Women either over dude bday post or bros are just lame. Idk which one lol