my biggest red flag is that i've normalized silent treatment when i'm not in mood for talk. i don't really know how to express my feelings especially when i'm sad and hurt. i only talk to myself in my head about how i feel all the time.
i prefer deep talks. i want to know what's in your mind, what makes you happy, your fears, your dreams. i crave for connections that allow me to know the real you
hardest pill i swallow this year was learning that no matter how good you could be to someone‚ no matter how much you love them‚ they can & they will turn their back on you and there’s absolutely nothing you can do but suck it up & keep moving forward