@oliverburdick half truth and half false. Do we lose salvation, no. We enter heaven through fire and everything we thought we did here is burnt up and the eternal reward is the bare minimum. Do we have trouble "feeling" God's presence when we sin, yes, absolutely. Very different meanings.
@SonofManwithus was in this same pattern for 5 tears during and after COVID. I too still believed but couldn't resist and simply thought I was weak. I'm now 6 months sober because my Father Wound was healed. hmu if you want to chat.