Sometimes u dont realize that u have a deep place that pain keeps on coming from, till u start listening to urself to ur thoughts, till u be all alone... it starts hitting u hard!
Mistreatment? Mistrust? Betrayal? Regret? Mix/blend it all together, u r gonna get a damaged ass human that cant function mentally/emotionally... later on physically.
U keep on getting flashbacks of how it was, and how it is now, u feel like u wish if u can just have a superpower that can make u erase all what was going on all the things that has been done, how they acted how they were, as if its the only way where u can move on..!
Its funny how people can change after they get what they want, its like... they feed over each other so they can move, after that they start acting different moving different, the crazy part is that even their feelings start to shift in another direction
God knows everything, and I believe that no matter what.. u r gonna feel exactly what Im feeling rn, but at the right time, and at that time I wont be there, I will be out of reach for u.
Only god knows what u might be going through, looks/appearances/ how u look from the outside, it doesnt tell about whats going on from the inside, always be careful about how u would view others!