Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷)

Half Soussi Amazigh (Shilh)/Half Yemeni Arab (Sahrawi)
Truth&Joy Seeker🌱
Male, 24, Gay⚣
Life might be pointless, but it's always up to us to give it a meaning

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

Turning a new leaf & starting my journey towards healing

I would like to thank everyone for their emotional support & the mysterious angel for their generous help from the bottom of my heart (well, what's left of it)

May this 4.x accident never happen again

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@tokkimaxx I will for sure.....now I know better ❤️‍🩹

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

Wait maybe it's too early for goodbyes, I decided to take one last gamble...
I used the refunded credits I got from supports (worth 68$), added the necessary amount to complete a 6480 + 1600 OC order to lower the negative amount by half, the rest is compensated through my grind🫩

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

Taking a screenshot of me and my babies before my account is banned

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

I need Kiana to lock in and make Vita a "Herrscher of Enlightenment", let's stop playing favorites queen 😩

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous I will find and haunt them after my death for sure👹

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

Now i can rest easy for once...
I haven't slept free of stress since 10 days ago
Atleast i now know my account is safe & sound (for know)

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@NinseiQC @simply__tylerx Spot on😔

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

Taking a screenshot of me and my babies before my account is banned

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@xumi2137 Still would 🙈

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous Or Vita 🙈
Thank you oomfie~ 💚

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

WAIT someone just sent me OCs?
Whoever you are, thank you so much 🥹
I can finally hit 0 faster than anticipated 🫂💕

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous I rarely participate in those anymore tbh, knowing my luck my chances are zero haha
I can't even get a character early 😭 (except during amphoreus or when I'm pulling for seele in hi3rd)

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous I was legit preparing to Speedrun next patch jades before my account gets banned but now that this angel helped me, i will just start saving jades

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous It was GamsGo, i saw adds about it in different places I don't remember
I only started spending because 4.x was terrible to be luck wise and i was desperate for yaoguang...
Never again 😔

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous For the other deducted half, i kept farming in game jades to get rid of most of it....until -2200 jades were left, which yesterday a mysterious gentleman, gentlewoman or gentlenon-binary person helped me out of nowhere

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous They're gone forever, so i essentially lost a bunch of pulls over nothing 😔 (even worse because the in game double bonus wasn't taken into account, i got 60% of the of the required price to just get half the deducted amount, so i had to pay the extra 40% through their site....

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@IgnorantQuack Funnily I'm not even attracted to pussy in the slightest so i legit thought it was bluff😭

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

I thought this was a trap.....
It took me minutes to notice the happy people....

[mariana Z @mariana057]

Well… I guess I need therapy 😂😂😂

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@numbysocute I was legit preparing my self mentally for when I lose my account 😭❤️‍🩹
Time to become f2p again🤞🏼

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@scopeneedslily I didn't have much experience with online shopping so i didn't know better

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@scopeneedslily Long story short

https://t.co/chEwd6WRqY

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@Mezarae1 I topped 6480 oc during the double bonus reset through a seller in GamsGo, that seller got banned later and they refunded it, so i had to deal with the consequences because fuck my life

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@baizhuous We've truly achieved Era Nova at last (back to 0)

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@Timely_Elation This was truly a traumatic story unlike anything you've seen before, you think so too right~🎶
What a rollercoaster 😭

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

@BrilliantHanabi

[Hamzah✴️🦚// (Lotus🪷) @NousporeVitae]

New fear unlocked: Gambling

Another trauma to my collection🤕