Ntahan.

I'm not real.
Don't follow me.

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You were a beautiful red. But my favorite color was blue.

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The irony.

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I wonder if my debt to karma has been paid yet.

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Fingerprints that can't be washed away.

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Still in love with the past

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I dont understand.

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I don't do goodmorning/Goodnight texts. Shows too much attachment.

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You look venomous. I like that.

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Quiet realizations be knocking me down.

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I have no enthusiasm or motivation left to give. Im tired

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The more I think about it. The more I realize it wouldn't go back to what it used to be.

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Im always gonna overthink things like this now. Ouch.

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Can't keep things out of my mind

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Im so confused lately.

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I'm gonna miss this.

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I dont forsee this working out.

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I have to change all my favorite things cause they just remind me of her. She was a part of all the things I loved.

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Im not ready to move on. But I know I dont have a choice. Im just not ready to think about you with someone else. Not ready to think about you moving on. Im just not ready. But I have to be. I will be.

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I just wish there was still a chance. Minds a dark place right now

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I dont know how to feel right now. Everything's piling up and i can't handle it anymore.