Noura.

[` @schiz04renic]

imagine how much pain someone has to be in to believe death is easier than life. how deeply broken they must feel to consider suicide, how much suffering it takes to attempt it.

[biggFred 🗣 @Rozzinho_732]

i don't think anybody understands what it feels like to keep showing up for your life when you're privately disappointed with how it's turning out. every morning, you have to find a reason to try again

[Noura. @NuraS_]

I don’t know how to be as blinded as I was before.. I was at peace .. but I was blinded.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

I just want to feel safe again.

[Emmy 🦋 @emmyxtweets]

Maybe one day you’ll realise how hard it was for me from my perspective. Maybe one day you’ll understand that there was more going on beneath the surface than what you could see. Some of my silence was pain. Some of my distance was exhaustion. Some of my mistakes came from trying to survive things I didn’t know how to talk about. I know I didn’t always handle things perfectly, but I was carrying things I didn’t always have the words for. I never wanted sympathy. I just wanted understanding. Maybe one day, you’ll see my side of the story too and realise I was never trying to make things harder. I was just trying to survive things you couldn’t see.

[Gracea @Gracetwtx]

Most people have no idea how hard it is to fight a war inside your own head while looking completely fine on the outside, they don't realize how many times you save yourself in a single day.

[Gracea @Gracetwtx]

You don't realize how tired and exhausted you are until even the smallest disappointment starts to break you

[Noura. @NuraS_]

And the question is, if you take that decision, will you even want to be saved? Or will you just feel .. relieved?

[Noura. @NuraS_]

Maybe it is the moment of realizing that it is all over, this whole petty of a life you lead, and the decision you’ve just taken that can’t be untaken now.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

Why is it so hard to just end it? What is so worth holding on to in this life?

[Noura. @NuraS_]

The only way to live is not to care.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

I need to learn how to untie myself and my feelings from someone else’s actions. I need to practice indifference.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

I don’t know what to believe or trust or do anymore. Maybe that’s all that it is. A lie.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

You think you matter, but you’re not as precious as you think.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

When everything around you crumbles.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

But you wake up to the same thought..same feelings of betrayal and same hurt.. and it’s on repeat..

[Noura. @NuraS_]

Let’s talk a bit about sleeping with pills cause you don’t want your mind to eat at you.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

It hurts when one moment you thought that you were finally feeling happy and alive.. and now you are just.. living.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

Now my favorite show does not feel the same, my favorite food does not taste the same, and my favorite place does not feel safe.. cause nothing is the same.

[Noura. @NuraS_]

Some things pierce right through you, and you can’t forget a feeling like that.