in the midst of so many suicides that have taken place this year- i feel terrified. sometimes i myself feel so trapped in the dark it feels like the only way to live is- is to end it all
april, be good to me. spar with me. create space for whatever is necessary. allow my heart to ascend and to show. remove ideas, people or fantasies that no longer serve me. make me new & fruitful. strengthen my ability to resist—grant me prosperity & honor my obedience with peace
i want to travel with my woman. create art with my woman, build trust with my woman. cater & give honor to my woman. teach & learn from my woman— be masculine & soft for my woman. pray with & for my woman. provide & support my woman. be in tune with her nature as she is with god.