Nxcrotetsu

Diary of a Mentally Ill Girl

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A 15yo boy from my city recently passed away... Life is so fragile

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Lately it’s been crazy. Getting tons of attention, which I thought I wanted, but I hate it. Disgusting when people just wanna sleep with you

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I'm so embarrassed, I cried in front of my school principal, the secretaries, and the nurse yesterday because of cramps, I don't want to go to school now

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@SickChickVinyl0 HOW CAN YOU BE SO PRETTY? SO BEAUTIFUL !!!! <3

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@beijing_8964_ Your eyes are so pretty and your cat is very cute! I send you a big hug 🫂💕!

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I look like I weigh 200 pounds? A guy once told me that when he was trying to guess my weight, It broke my heart

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@beijing_8964_ Thank you!!! Even though you are so so pretty! Your beauty seems unreal

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Always disappointed in love, I'm not even able to keep a person by my side, maybe the problem has always been me, a person too sensitive to face reality

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@Kirayoumiya I try to stay active but school has me dead 😞

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@_AkitaYura You have a very beautiful soul ! 💕

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@Fwyuwusjehsioow Ohhhh my love I miss you so muchhhh 💖

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I wonder if anyone missed me...

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@O_J_DK I miss you sweetie 💗

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@_X4NADU I missed you !!! 💗

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@Kirayoumiya Aww my beautiful angel, I miss you too !

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@sumolilaogong I love u, I missed you too, I will be more active these days 💗

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Having an IV drip isn't cool

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I like this photo, it's long before I fell back into my vicious cycle of loneliness and sadness

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@O_J_DK I don't think I've touched anything radioactive, I just have these times where my body doesn't want to receive food or water, maybe it's depression or something like that...

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My hair falls out in clumps, I can't eat, I can't drink water, I can't sleep, maybe my body will accept its fate, get rot and everyone will forget about me

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@Kaliamiao It gives me peace of mind even though I feel so tired, I'm so tired that I can't think about what would happen if I died, that's better, I don't want to think !