@masmianda Przyjmuje dobrą energie
Codziennie planuje jak to wrócę na dobre tory itp itd i wracam do domu ze szkoły i zjadam wszystko co mam pod ręką przez cały dzień, gdzie większość tego jedzenia kupiłam sama bo przecież może użyje do wypieków albo c/s
Od miesięcy błędne koło się toczy🤡
I don’t care about dying I don’t care about bone loss or osteoporosis.
But fuck every time I remember I’ll never be 16 again, never have teen love, never go to prom, all the lives I’ll never live and people I’ll never be … it’s like being stabbed over and over again
My brother for past 2 years was telling me that im sooo skinny and having chicken legs lol or grabbing my arm and always was shocked how small it is and petit am i
Today tell me that im gained weight. I KNOW EVERYONE SEE THAT BUT ITS AWFUL
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And after that im b/p until now🤡🤡
Im weight 42kg. I am failure, and last time when i weighted that much was in March 2024
Why i cant eat as little as I used tu😟 fcking binging, i wasnt purged well enought
I FEEL REALLY TIHGHT IN MY 32 SIZE JEANS
Fuck fuck
My Life is getting worse every day
Im more tired and purging more and gaining weight, also my mom came back Home after 2month and tells me that im too skinny and need to eat heslthier and more, that she going to bring me to the doctor (always says shit like this)