In order to become a better person, you must first realize how horrible you really are. Not in the dramatic sense, but in the quiet ways you sabotage yourself, repeat unhealthy patterns, hurt people who care about you, or tolerate what wounds you. You cannot grow if you keep pretending you're innocent in the story you've created.
If you've obsessively grinded video games. You have one of the greatest skills a human can hold. You can sit and focus on a screen, achieving a goal for 16 hours non stop operating at maximum effort (Attention length {time} * Attention Depth {immersion}). You've probably spent 10,000+ hours accidentally training this. You have unconsciously mastered it's flow of expression, but use it to achieve meaningless goals. Imagine if you could direct that beam of attention into a greater vision than yourself. You would only a few months away from transforming any part of your life to such an insane degree you'd become totally unrecognisable. The capacity for Infinite potential lies in your finger tips, and you use it to get a virtual status symbol. With this skill, the only limit is your imagination and ability to cultivate meaning. Do not waste it, and be psyopped by companies that just want your $$. You have one of the greatest incarnations of all time. Use it.
I fell in love with this scripture:
“There will come a time when your tears will fall, not because of your troubles, but because God has answered your prayers.”
— 𝖧𝖠𝖡𝖠𝖪𝖪𝖴𝖪 𝟤:𝟥
Guess someones running around hacking with the same gamertag as me . I literally don’t even play the game anymore . I’ve been working and in the gym . That game is dogshit .