Xue

21 years old

owner of Xue

Freaks DNI

sometimes retweets non Vsynth stuff

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A thread of my UTAUs

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THERE IT IS! One of the main reasons why gen Ai was made! There we go!!

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Unfortunately the utau subreddit killed that for me

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I'm going to die in this fucking apartment

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I don't even have anyone to go to. My grandmother doesn't have room for me, I have no friends, my father's family tried to kill me, and the only friend I do have doesn't even live near me. He lives in completely different state

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Doesn't help my mother wants to get rid of the cats because HER boyfriend doesn't want the cats

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I'm so fucking close to committing homicide it's not even funny

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I don't get what's so hard about having basic fucking sympathy for people instead of trying to pressure them into situations that will cause them more harm

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Suddenly unstable. My mother WILL do that. She already believes that I can't live on my own and refuses to acknowledge that her refusing to take me to get my licence is going to lead to me fucking killing myself, likely before I turn 22 which is in 7 months.

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Stay away from the utau subreddit. Not only is the subreddit full of keyboard warriors but one of the moderators tried to pressure me into running away from home and got mad when I am unable to safety do so.

I cannot run away from home.

I have no car

I have no money

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I have two cats that I have to take care of

My mother is a fucking psychopath

The nearest shelter is 30 minutes and refuse to help those who cannot escape

I live in a rural area with semi trucks that go through two everyday

I do not want to be institutionalised because I'm

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My computer just bluescreened

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They call me the salad demon

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I have decided to distance the character from any traces of Kilios Furude. I have, however, kept the hair and eye colour as I liked the ginger and green.

Please do not refer to Kestrel as Kilios. Anyone who do so will be blocked.

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A thread of my UTAUs

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Disclaimer: Kestrel is technically just a revamp of a previous utau I voiced named Kilios Furude. I am aware that this particular utau was used in bad faith with the ex co-creator. Because I have been working on Kilios as a whole since 2016 and took back the character in 2024