You know that short term situationship that appeared in your life seemingly out of nowhere & took you on the emotional spiritual journey of a lifetime? That completely defied the material world? & every fucking time you were with them it felt better than anything you ever snorted, smoked or swallowed, but every time you realized that they were never gonna choose you, it felt like you were feeling actual withdrawal from your heart, mind & soul & physical body? Nonetheless it woke up something.
I will CRY&cry over a person that I WILLINGLY CUT OFF but I will never settle for confusion & uncertainty. If Iโm not being prioritized why would i stick around&hurt myself more expecting someone to care about me the way I care for them when itโs clearly not in their character๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ
Iโm so talked out, im not addressing anything anymore. The answers you want are always in peopleโs actions. I no longer want an explanation as to why people chose to be weird when it comes to me. Your actions were enough for me to realize youโre not who I THOUGHT you were