☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀

🌿19yo~
🌸CW: 125lbs
🍀UGW: 100lbs
🌼 Pro-Recovery!!! ♡
🥀DNI: Fatphobes, deathspo accs, minors, Homophobes, Anti-recovery, etc :)

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

feel like my SH is never as bad as it should be? which ik in itself is a very mentally ill thing to say but like- objectively? they're tiny. theyre literal cat scratches. its sometimes all i need to feel better- that little bit of pain. i know i deserve worse. I'm too cowardly.

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

this is the 140 bc pls tell me yall see the change too I'm not delulu right

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

bloated as hell rn since it's that time of the month 🥲 but !! i didn't realise how much I've actually changed since my bc at 140lbs what???

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

darn I haven't posted here in a while huh. I've been plateau-d at 125ish for months now and IM SO TIRED OF IT. but also my accom's free gym finally opened!! the minute I can actually afford new trainers I'm gonna be in there I swear

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

@gothicdesirez ah I'm late to replying but tysm!! :))

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

bc from the other night, I'm stuck at 140lbs gahjfjsjdjjjajgg

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

I did not, in fact, get skinny before uni 💀. BUT it's so much easier to ⭐️ve when you're living alone 🥰

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

gotta get skinny before uni
gotta get skinny before uni
gotta get skinny before uni
gotta get s

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

guys I feel like I'm annoying my bf all the time I don't wanna be the clingy gf or whatever but can he please just sound excited to be seeing me tomorrow after being long distance for a month? idk man I hate myself lmao

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

my mam's on call with my grandad talking about celeb weight loss and went "what human voluntarily chooses not to eat??" like girl. ME 💀💀

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

my bf just squished my rib fat and said "I like how your skirt makes you squish- it's so hot." and like that's cute and all but imma go kms thanks babe 👍

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

ik he's a gym bro, the most normalised ednos bitch so uhh ig I shouldn't be surprised lmaoo

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

IM WATCHING A STREAM AND HE JUST SAID HE FASTED FOR 4 DAYS ONCE WHAT. SIR ARE YOU OK???
"just water, no food. nah, sounds harder than it is. cells in your body start to eat themselves, its healthy!" UHH.

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

"maybe I've uh, inspired some of you to- heh- to fast" !?!?!??!??

[sey 🌼 @crit1kcals]

“would you guys be mad if i recovered from-“ DAWG?? NO!!! RECOVER BRO!!!! LIFE YOUR LIFE!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

@Cercropiashr00m girl this is not the flex you think it is

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

saw the way my naturally skinny irls ribs stuck out today might kms

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

gotta get skinny before uni
gotta get skinny before uni
gotta get skinny before uni
gotta get s

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

@purgingdeath Anything my mother has ever said to me lmao

[☆~ Orla /Edtwt 🍀 @OrlaIsNotHere]

keeping my room cold as shit so I burn calories by shivering: 💪😎
my room being so cold my n1ps are in freaking insane pain: 😀🥲