"your trauma made u stronger". nah my trauma made me traumatized. it made me become an overthinker, it gave me memory loss, and it gave me feelings i've never wanted. i made myself stronger. i accepted the situation for what it was and moved on from it.
But I will secretly hope that maybe, just maybe one day in the future, you will finally decide to choose me. But for now, I will keep my heart close and my mind open to see what beautiful things lie ahead of me.
Do you know why it hurts so much? Coz I know my love for you is very real. And I know it’s real coz I continue to choose you everyday, I choose you over everyone and anything else, I even choose you over myself. And it’s killing me to see that you can never do the same for me 💔