Care for your own horse advertisement where he berates you as you do it, calling you a failure useless / breathe blink metabolise brush milk jessica it's like you've never cared for a horse before how did i get stuck with you as my caretaker reaction video meme
trans men's pre-transition experience often puts them at the mercy of this sort of ostracising behaviour even if they haven't realised they're trans yet. other girls are so good at detecting when something is 'off' about you, long before you do