Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

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[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

It's time once again quoting this and putting the link into request an ad we have 41 members some of us are pretty active but I would like even more very active people! We arnt bullies lol unless u need motivation!
https://t.co/zDGqrSA9kZ

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Any1 18+ interested in a laid back group chat
No weighins unless you want to
No pressure unless u ask for some motivation,
you can spam all ur thinspo and daily lives
No limits all chill
No judgement if u loose your self for a day or two
People can join fast at will
#edrtwt

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

@wetporcelaine Yes you do I started on the third and I'm going to Sunday night! You got this! We both do!

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Okay that's all for now if I think of more I'll make a new one!

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Not being able to get into a ride at the fair. I never went again.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Not being allowed on bounce houses because I was 200lbs by 8-10 and no one wanted me to break it.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

I was arguing with someone and I asked why do I always have too be the bigger person and he said it's hard to be the bigger person when there's clearly someone bigger talking. (he was acting like a child and I've always had to be the grown one and he's 13 years older!)

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Things people have said and done to me that caused me to feel the need to restrict. When I was in school
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Thlnsp0 for traction

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

I was told one time I was a lot bigger in person and the fattest girl he's ever slept with AFTER we fucked. ༼⁠⁰⁠o⁠⁰⁠；⁠༽

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Being forced to do the jump pole test and not even getting the first one 💀. Then teach proceded to ask me to try again over and over...

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Never being able to do the jumps onto the boxes in weight class. I would have to walk around while everyone else did it.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Being told in weightlifting I could only deadlift 300lbs because I was huge.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Waiting for everyone in the locker room to be done showering before I would get in because other girls would snicker behind my back when I got naked.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Being told I look like Thomas the tank engine in my wrestling uniform. 💀

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Being in wrestling and being weighed in front of EVERYONE... and our weights on a paper everyone could see.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Barely squeezing into the school chairs that had desks connected to them.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

People dared others to ask me out but I always said no 🙂‍↔️. I knew what they were playing at fr.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Being fed by my mother more than even her husband got...

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Another note on the mile... OUR grade was dependent on our time!

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

We had to run a mile every quarter and I remember being last. Every. Single. Time.
If we finished early we got to play in the gym but since I always took so long everyone would just glare at me since they never got to play because of me.⁄⁠(⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠-⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄)

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

Being picked last in gym class :( every single time.
Also always being tagged first or ball thrown at me first because I was the Largest easiest target.

[Xenith ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ @PedalAndPace]

I was getting on the bus in highschool and one of my classmates asked me "Do you like chicken nuggets" I instinctively said no because I knew it was to ridicule me and then he said "Well you look like you do."