Ok. So, idk how I got to this point but it's minimum 14k words (I have scenes that I'm debuting keeping in). So it's getting split into two chapters because????
Working on the final edit🧐
Taking me 84 years to finish this chapter because it makes me emotional and then I'll post it and immediately hate it for a solid week until I look back and think, hey actually it's not that bad 👍
This is why in my fic I made Motoya & Suna pursue overlapping but different careers because miya5 (except osamu) all being professional athletes on top of the long distance was making me stress that they'd break up... yes me, the author lol
I'm not in control of their lives😮💨
I was literally in my feelings over this yesterday because also their relationship is long distance, Osamu being the one that lives in a separate city from the other two 😭
I need Osamu to be in a poly relationship and that he feels out of place because he doesn't play volleyball and spends too much time at work
I need him to be sad and depressed, thinking he's not worth the love of his boyfriends, only to then be cared for, pampered, and loved
Taking me 84 years to finish this chapter because it makes me emotional and then I'll post it and immediately hate it for a solid week until I look back and think, hey actually it's not that bad 👍
Atsumu posting a candid picture of him and Osamu on the court with a "name a better duo" and Rintarou commenting "my dick and balls" and Osamu (mind you his account doesn't even have a pfp it's how little he uses it) logs in to like the comment and say "lmfao owned"
/nsfw/ ossnkm
fics often have Motoya joining ossn as the somewhat innocent third, which is fine
But I wanna read about Motoya being a freak and givin Osamu his first experience as a bottom whilst suna gives him the sloppiest head
If this fic is out there, I need to know rn😩