𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶

-Retired-

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@Acute_Aphrodite My arm fucking HURT

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@TheStandard6997 @CharleeBeckett Jealousy doesn’t look cute on you honey.

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@RockMSakura Yes Queen! Proud to see you aligned with us sex workers. We love you

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@msfiona69 @CharleeBeckett You okay?
OP asked health professionals if they were part of this group and were advised by those health professionals to proceed with the vaccination. So, OP has done their due diligence, no?

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

I thought about coming back and then my cat died. How very #2020 of life to go and do that. 🤪

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@MmBoyson Thank you so much M, I’ll forever treasure our interactions and your care for me. This hurts to have to move forward when it’s so out of my own control, but I hope I come to terms with that soon.

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

Hi folks!
It comes with a heavy heart that I announce my retirement. Since November, I have been battling a broken collarbone, which was followed up by a car crash that has shaken my future of healing. Initially, I was expected to heal at the 16 week mark 1/4

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@NotFrankWalker Truly, honestly, so am I... 🥺

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@CharleeBeckett I’m not crying

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@jprascal Thanks greatly, I feel very sad to be in a position where my control of the situation is lost. I was making great strides to come back stronger than ever, but I don’t know when that will be...

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@Duderandom2 thank you greatly. this is hard, I hate feeling like I can’t control my situation. I was working so strongly towards coming back with a strong, amazing start — but I have no idea if that will be 6 months, or several years.

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

yeah we crying.
I’m really sad I just can’t make peace with what this injury has taken from me.
It’s been SO MUCH, and it continues to add up. I tried to be so safe and prevent something as extreme as a broken collarbone, and wound up in a situation I could never conceptualize

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

@HipsterDreamGrl Never been a more “me” post

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

Ah fuck i dont wanna cry over this but honestly I’m pretty sad.

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

While this is one of the hardest messages I’ve had to write, please know that I leave you all with so much love and warmth in my heart.
Forever yours,
- Pepper Jay. 4/4

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

Being that I cannot be casted/splinted, my natural healing is very sensitive to shocks to the system — and something as small as stumbling when I’m trying to film is putting me back further. 3/4

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

Been doing a lot of thinking as of late in regards to my life and sw, and with recent news that my collarbone is not even close to there — I’m not sure I will be able to feasibly continue with online or offline work when I’m not weight bearing on my left side yet...

[𝔓𝔢𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔍𝔞𝔶 @Pepper__Jay]

6 more months of healing at least @__@