'Stasia

25♡ Basically had an ed for the entirety of my life:( Just posting my thoughts ☕️

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

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✧ Hw:143 Lw:98.5 Gw:79lbs ✧
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✧ 20's but ♡ cute things ✧
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['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Still here....just busy and want to come back with a crazy photo comparison of my weight loss since

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Yall say omg you're so lucky to have kept your boobs!!! But trust me it's a curse. I was a DD before and now that the non-breast tissue has been lost, I just have mildly saggy sacks on my chest 🙃🙃🙃🙃���� what I would give to have my chest be flat😭

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Craziest thing to me is when someone will judge what a person eats in recovery??? Like telling them it should be healthier?

I get what you mean but also WE HAVE BIGGER PROBLEMS HERE LMAO I think any food in recovery is a good step😭 you have to relearn portions and shit man😭

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

****difference 😮‍💨

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

A lot has changed and I've made a differing the way I think and cope.

But for some reason, none of that touches the ed part of my brain. I'm coping so well with everything else but in a way, it empowers my ed?

Like yay now you have a clearer mind to starve yourself more!?!

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Crazy to think how I've been doing so good mentally for my depression/anxiety. For 13yrs I didn't bother trying. But I really have been now, & it's been tough but it did get easier.

That being said, I have not taken any steps to healing from my ed. That's a whole other battle.

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

I'm still here lurking!! I'm just exhausted 😩 love you all!!🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

It's bittersweet. I lost the 35lbs I put on after my fake ass recovery attempt.
I wanted to do it in 3 months, but I did it in 10. I'm happy I'm in my safe weight range but I hate that it took this long.

I have to remind myself that it took 3 years to gain that 35lbs tho!

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

@lottieisdying I get ithat so much. I maintain a lot more than I lose. And it becomes so normal to see that you don't realize how small you are, even through the eyes of another disordered person 🥺 sending love🫶🏻

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

@Renaissance1827 Woah! You seem to have such a youthful appearance in photos with your face. I hope you can recover and live in freedom!🫶🏻

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Are you the:
Shorter term ed but extreme weight loss with underweight bmi
Or
Longer term ed but fluctuating weight loss with normal bmi
Type ed?
Other? Comment below🤔

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Reposting but without my before photos because these are embarrassing enough 😪

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Also I'm now on Prozac AND Wellbutrin-
The two antidepressants that cause weight loss-
No my doctor doesn't know about my ed 😬

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

@witchfairygirl I fear that is a common thing I would do a lot back when I ran a lot more 😭

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

YALL THE VS FASHION SHOW😭😭😭

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

She made it onto my regular Twitter omg that is not what I was expecting to see 😭😭😭

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Five days straight of just wailing my eyes out. A screaming headache. And devastating desire to just disappear.

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Don't have insurance to cover my medication anymore. Pharmacy says it's 210 dollars for one month of all my meds.
Do I just quit and give up?

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

Uhm. Have any of you ever been prescribed ketamine therapy....

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

@daikimengg Do I just say it out in the open like this or do I DM it LMAO

['Stasia @Perfect0bsessed]

I have the most NSFW thing I want to say but I don't want it to reach the wrong audience, make my audience uncomfortable, and to interact with minors about it��