PeterGermany

I'm living in Bavaria/Germany, funny, gay, like 2 talk & laugh

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

i think I lost him.lost it all... i know it's hard to be gay in a small town.he has to fight with himself and his experiance

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

i´m not sure...we met sometimes.but he compensated his orientation with a lot of public works.has not much time...or he don´t want?

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

he was on his party-not on mine.my party was fine,but i feel now,who are friends-and who probably not.lost in thoughts...

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

neverending story-I know I´, not stupid and hear that I´m good-looking...but wtf should help this to get the right one?who is the right one?

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

...but without him... (btw: comments are welcome)

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

the bad thing...there also my birthday...but not so long planned.looking fwd 2 have fun with my friends

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

and...on 23 it could be that all hope is over...he´s invited of him+his friend since 2 month...and what could happen? Memories...

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

thought to meet him tomorrow-he´d asked me what I´ll do on the free day...but he only wanted to know...

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

but tonight time for Disco and meet and dance with my friends.Forget to think...hope 2

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

tomorrow we´ll meet...or not?perhaps he´s searching for an excuse.need still place and time.

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

Too much things last week - don't know what's good for me.New favorite song is Ayo Techn. from Milow... who nows the text, knows what I mean

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

i´m not sure...one guy is too fast,too much plans for future.the other one I´ve ignored-yesterday we talked-he´s still quite similar 2 me

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

but I had funny we.friday´til 6a.m. in disco,sat in music-bar´til 5.met another guy by accident...what should I think?no more waiting 4 nthg

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

heard nothing the whole weekend...i think there´s no way-i don´t get a chance.then yesterday 3 sms-he´d forgotten his handy...but msn? ...

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

...and the guy I´m thinking about...should I ask him 4 cinema-I would like to see slumdogg m. or the reader...not sure...ask or not?

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

I was in café with a buuddy of mine.my ex called-he lives nearby the city where the amok run was happend-he knew 2 victoims and was very sad

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

he says every day hello 2 me by messenger,we talk really good.yesterday he told me,that the both last guys had another guy after a while.

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

it´s still not easy...should I wait? I´m now the next 3 evening with my friends in café or dancing.does he miss me?

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

or am I wrong? Is it worth waiting? I don´t know

[PeterGermany @PeterGermany]

I think he´s still in mind by the man half year ago whom he never got