It was a scary place to be..but I was curious.
I'm learning that you have to thank , honor, and grieve the person you used to be so you can thank honor and become the person you're called to be in this season.
I wrote this last June from my freewrite called "Angels in the Outfield ". Change and transformation was happening, I couldn't see it but I could feel it. I knew I was becoming ( a constant) but I had no idea who..
Forreal (x2) I shed a tear because in that moment I realized that's what's been happening this entire time..that "something in me" , that light, that force, that spirit, my God, has been been guiding me this whole time.
I had a consultation with a potential therapist yesterday. They congratulated me for being brave enough to ask for help.. they told me something that reminded me of a spark I thought was gone..