pillow

parody writer at some point. Doing much better than before so don't mind the old stuff on here. | main of @NIKOisNOTaCATT

[pillow @PillowKatt]

My drives are free to use across all my accounts in my bio, and the one in this accounts bio. Just credit the appropriate @ on the folder.

Unless it says pillowkatt in which case you can credit but it’s not like I’m gonna get on your ass if you don’t

Edit for attention.

[pillow @PillowKatt]

If you get this i love you

[Niko @NIKOisNOTaCATT]

Backrooms movie was cool! That part with Vegeta was really random though...

[pillow @PillowKatt]

When I say “that’s xyz for ya” and I get flash banged by that image of kazuma

[pillow @PillowKatt]

The jumpscare I get when someone interacts with my post cause I’m so used to no one seeing this

[pillow @PillowKatt]

@TrunksGTParody The most accurate distillation of the Bilewater experience

[pillow @PillowKatt]

See a new Vegeta parody
“Drive by pillowkatt”

:D

[pillow @PillowKatt]

Don’t have a good way to end this. TLDR I’m sad life sucks I want change have no energy to achieve it the way my friends do, I’m helpless and alone and pondering the fun stuff. Move along it’s nothing new

[pillow @PillowKatt]

I wouldn’t even tell you “it’s not worth it I can’t do it it hurts” I would lie, directly to your face, that it’ll be good. When you’re talking to me, that makes it temporarily better, but I know it’ll come back. I’ll seem hopeful knowing full well I’ll lose that hope in seconds

[pillow @PillowKatt]

I speak from experience on that, I’ve seen someone like this and tried to be that therapist. It doesn’t work. You end up attacking beliefs you hold yourself because why else does a kid at 14 feel such a strong saviour complex she’s trying to stopping adults from yknow.

[pillow @PillowKatt]

And that’s an interesting phenomenon in and of itself. My problems don’t just get ignored by me when I’m talking to my friends, they full on cease to exist, I even gaslight myself into thinking I ever had it bad until it’s late at night and well here we are.

[pillow @PillowKatt]

Everyone in my life has bought into this idea of me as like I want to live and never would end it. It’s been true for a short period of my life, and that’s years after they knew me. And lasted 6+ months. Every other time it’s only been true talking to them

[pillow @PillowKatt]

It’s annoying. One of my good friends is my ex but now it just feels like a landmine if I say a certain thing that’ll set him off onto judging me. We ended on good terms so I dunno what’s up.
Maybe I’ve been more callous with what I’ve said recently, a lot of that going around.

[pillow @PillowKatt]

But now I don’t have that, and it’s no fault of his all my problems came back when I had zero means to ignore them. Now I have no reason to try. No reason to act like it’s all okay. So I don’t and they pick up on that but instead of asking what’s up they ask what’s wrong with you