(@Plumpcognito) - Throw Away

@Plumpcognito 's screams into the void account || I wish to implode somedays (I am very sad) ||

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to the five folks who will see this, I'm probably quitting fr now (unless yne releases my stickers, then I'll stay a bit longer)
I feel like everyone is just kinda done with me and my nonsense. and what little friends I made has finally had enough too

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to the five folks who will see this, I'm probably quitting fr now (unless yne releases my stickers, then I'll stay a bit longer)
I feel like everyone is just kinda done with me and my nonsense. and what little friends I made has finally had enough too

[(@Plumpcognito) - Throw Away @Plumpzone]

remembering all the mutuals who don't fuck with me anymore (it's so over)

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the only reasons I draw at this point is because It's the only hobby I have and is the only thing I'm good at

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art is supposed to be an escape, but I'm constantly being hit with reality (it makes me wish to implode)

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you ever see art SOOOO goated, you ask "why should I bother?"

because boy howdy...that feeling is hitting HARD rn

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they hyped it up but never responded to any further ideas (I think the realization and cringe sank in too)

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made ocs based on a friends story and now it sank in how horrendously horrible it is (I should just stick to regular fan art)

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I can only look back on a few of those gifts nicely. but god damn man, looks like a blind man was behind the pen the way everything was so wonky and shit.

I would remake them but my ass can barley muster the 3-4 gift artworks I need to right now let alone 40...

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I know I keep brining em up, but it's because I worked on them for such a long period, you'd think it'd all hold up good.

but not even a few months in and alot of it is just terrible man. I really fucked up those gifts, and I'm sorry

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augh but at the same time it's hard to look back on the gifts. just sooooo many mistakes n rancid pose choices, that it's impossible not to say they were made with quantity over quality.

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I really hate being sad and tired all the time...

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that high didn't last very long...

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AN AWESOME ARTIST CAME OUT SAYING I AM HEAVY INSPERATION TO THEM, N HAD ME THINKING OF ALL THE OTHER FOLKS I'VE INSPIRED!!!! EVEN IF I HAD HUGE OR A SMALL AMOUNT, I ACTUALLY WAS ABLE TO MAKE PEOPLE WANT TO DO SOMETHING.

SHIT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M UNSTOPPABLE GRAAHHHHHHHHHHH

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IT MAKE ME WANT TO PUSH MYSELF N TRY TO MAKE FAT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

(though not sure if I'll share it publicly, cuz I still want to quit from posting on my main....it makes me sad too often)

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AN AWESOME ARTIST CAME OUT SAYING I AM HEAVY INSPERATION TO THEM, N HAD ME THINKING OF ALL THE OTHER FOLKS I'VE INSPIRED!!!! EVEN IF I HAD HUGE OR A SMALL AMOUNT, I ACTUALLY WAS ABLE TO MAKE PEOPLE WANT TO DO SOMETHING.

SHIT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M UNSTOPPABLE GRAAHHHHHHHHHHH

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sorry for being a bit of a disappointment

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which I guess is why the low attention heh. reap what you sow and all of that

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augh but at the same time it's hard to look back on the gifts. just sooooo many mistakes n rancid pose choices, that it's impossible not to say they were made with quantity over quality.

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I really regret pointing this out...
like yeah it still sucks that the attention wasn't there but the point was to make the moots happy. not the attention..

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(though some folk didn't really care all that much. one moot didn't even give a like or say even say anything in dms)

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I really regret pointing this out...
like yeah it still sucks that the attention wasn't there but the point was to make the moots happy. not the attention..

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a couple of hours of work vs.
2-3 months of almost daily work while balancing a job

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one hell of a whimper

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giving up really is the play....just wish I could've gone out with a bang and not a whimper

[(@Plumpcognito) - Throw Away @Plumpzone]

giving up really is the play....just wish I could've gone out with a bang and not a whimper