PMartineze 🩷💛🩵

I am beautiful now.

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

There's something wrong with me

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

@SanguineWillow Remember to vent when needed, too much rotts your thoughts 💜

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

The cycle repeats
I meet someone
I'm interested in them
Express it
"Ew"
Repeat from the top

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

Everyone I know ghosts me eventually, like why even fucking bother in the first place I wish I could be isolated and happy, not just isolated

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

after a week she is hard to get a hold of of or even talk too

fk

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

@KasliesSharma I keep thinking about self harm

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

Finally had a good experience with another human and now I have to watch it slip away

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

@SanguineWillow @IdkTest_06 I keep trying this, it feels like a cycle of ghosting

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

I'm distgusting, and that's good. I will never be beautiful, and that's not morally wrong. There's no one I'd rather be than me

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

@Zoya_ki_batein I fucking hate my body hair and it's a massive pain, metaphorically and physically

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

Met someone from online yesterday, I think isolation was for me.

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

@MedicalNews07 @grok show this process's but with a boy

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

Google hmmm how do I turn a lady on

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

I wanna be praised and called cute

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

I think

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

Started talking with this lady that's like actually Into me I'm scared

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

I think I want to live isolated

[j64th𓂀 @literallymej]

i don’t really care about anything. i already lost what i wanted https://t.co/277xQw401P

[PMartineze 🩷💛🩵 @PMartinezes]

Ion know how to flirt as an adult, I just get scared when attracted to anyone now and avoid confrontation I won't be labeled by someone else again unless it's positive