he WANTS to smile, because Charles is his darling. his beloved.
however. he cannot be nice to thatโฆcreature. the thought of it makes him frown, actually.
โwe ( almost ) agreed on something. but then he ruined it by opening his mouth. my judgement is deserved.โ
I could keep making jokes about your wife; Iโm sort of passively interested in watching the vein in your forehead get more prominent with continued irritation.
and what is he to say afterโฆeverything? he doesnโt even know.
โ i. . .โ
well, charles did break him out of prison. itโs not like he liked being there, either.
maybe he should start with thatโฆ
he clears his throat,
โ thank you. โ
โcharles.โ
the name rolls off his tongue so smoothly. despite how long itโs beenโheโs still so used to speaking it. like itโs ( meant ) to be in his mouth. like his lips were made for saying charlesโ name alone.โ
hand outstretched, erik forces the lock on the door to twist.
finally, without the threat of any witness, erik allows himself to ( look ) at charles. to take in the tires eyes, scruff, mess of hair.
so, so, different than erik remembers.
yet there is part of himโ