Phagy

20y/o fat NEET moid with EDNOS, ED vents & stuff, pro-recovery, stats in strawpage

[Phagy @polyphagial]

About Me 🎧
— '06 · ♂ · UK
— Autist with EDNOS/UFED
— Pro-recovery & harm reduction
— INTP 5w4 (sp/sx 541)
— https://t.co/disEZf6kRg

Note 🗒️
I care a lot about accuracy, if I say something wrong, please correct me.

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[Phagy @polyphagial]

Friday 11th September
— 189cal
— 24g protein
— 2g fibre
(Meal details in Alt)

[Phagy @polyphagial]

WIEIAD Thread · Sep 7-13
— Goal: 800cal, 60g protein, 12g fibre
— Last week's avg: 799cal, 76g protein, 21g fibre

[Phagy @polyphagial]

Thursday 10th September
— 158cal
— 20g protein
— 0g fibre
(Meal details in Alt)

[Phagy @polyphagial]

I have so little energy and I also can't sleep for any length of time. I don't have the motivation to do anything so I'm just bored and miserable

[Lordy𖦹°‧ @hungrylordie2]

This is only accurate if you started at a low sw💔

[Phagy @polyphagial]

The thing is I'm not even doing it to satisfy cravings because I don't really have any. I just like to chew and crunch, it gives me something to do, and it gets rid of food I could've wasted calories on.
It's just temporary bcs I'm in a horrible headspace rn I hope.

[Phagy @polyphagial]

I really need to cut it out with the c/s. Right now it feels somewhat okay because I have only done it with old pantry foods that are mostly empty calories and nobody else was gonna eat but I have spent a few hours doing it now and I don't want it to become a habit ☹️

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

the only thing that brings me comfort anymore is my ed

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@ollaparva It's honestly 50/50 for me so I kinda get it 😭

[Phagy @polyphagial]

When horrible things happen in your life but it lowkey just gives you more drive to starve so at least that's something

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@sireskinnypenis Oat milk with pulp

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@Lylylimia Smoatmeal...

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@ollaparva IT'S SO ANNOYING

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@dulookz_ You're so kind, thank you so much.

[Phagy @polyphagial]

Cringe vent idk kill me

[Phagy @polyphagial]

It's weird bcs I used to find c/s deeply unsatisfying and didn't bother because I found it tedious not to swallow but idk what changed. I see how people can get addicted to it now. I don't want to seem like I'm advocating for it though, my mouth & jaw hurt and the reflux sucks

[Phagy @polyphagial]

I won't gain from chew/spit provided I really did spit everything out and kept rinsing my mouth with water right 🫩🫩

[Phagy @polyphagial]

Just wasted nearly an hour in my kitchen C/S on bullshit award

[Phagy @polyphagial]

Okay so I need to fast for one billion years I hate everything I'm sorry I'm so embarrassed

[Phagy @polyphagial]

I'm genuinely SO physically hungry this never happens to me I usually never feel physical hunger so I truly don't understand why ☹️
Idk if my body thinks I'm recovering bcs of high intake but I'm not underweight so idk if that's possible.

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@kokikanii @nunfuccer I used to have an actual ED which ig I'm trying to go back to but I'm just a miserable larper rn idfk
I am likely fasting for the end of this week though ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

[Phagy @polyphagial]

I'm so embarrassing. Logging on to twitter to be like 'Hello edtwt I am like you I have an ED 👋' while being BMI 20 and eating 1600 calories in one day. Someone kill this guy

[Phagy @polyphagial]

@kokikanii @nunfuccer Idk I still have disordered eating but I'm not bad enough with anything to qualify. Like last week my cals were 1654, 1635, 658, 599, 348, 343, 356. The highs weren't high enough to be true binges & the lows only bring the weekly avg down enough to lose a little under 1kg