Being a top with anxiety is fucking humiliating. "I'm gonna do such disgusting perverted things to you, if that's okay with you... Actually nevermind fuck I'm such a creep I'm sorry I didn't mean it please still be my friend"
something about having to say ‘yes maam’ and ‘no maam’ or having to give her an honorific whenever you say her name is so😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😣