its.rudh_

Feelin’myself 𓂀🦋 @maluma

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

It’s been 4 years, yet scrolling through old pictures and chats reminds me of the love I gave unconditionally. 💔 We both tried but I held on while you let go. Still healing, still praying for you, still wishing we could go back to the happy days even with the fights.

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Life feels good lately 👑

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Brown boy energy 😈

#BrownAura

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Breakkie 🥖

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

One last round of my comfort food before a new chapter 🧿✨

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Just sipping on mango peach 🥤🥭🍑

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

We are all butterflies - we appear, we reassure and when the time is right we leave. Love doesn’t disappear it transforms

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Everytime I try to act heartless a small voice inside me whispered

“This isn’t you”

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Affirmation for myself :

I release what I cannot control. I trust in protection and guidance. My heart is safe

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

strength without peace is incomplete and peace without strength is fragile

[Anirudh Pisharody @AnirudhPish]

Heat Waves ☕️

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Already exhausted just thinking about Monday to Friday. It’s not even Monday yet. 💀

#MondayMood #RelatableAF

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Corporate life is suffocating me more than my ex ever did. At least my ex took me out sometimes

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

When the sky reminds you to pause and breathe 🦋

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Tbh I’m not toxic. My last relationship just made me question myself. Now, every little thing matters to me. If you ignore my effort it gives me anxiety. So I distance myself when I can’t feel safe or be myself.

Peace over problems, always. Confusion isn’t my aesthetic 😮‍💨

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

Therapist said ‘make new connections’… so here 👻

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

I don’t want attention all the time, just that soft ‘you’re still mine’ once in a while

[its.rudh_ @PrettyGinBoy]

You ignored me when I loved you. Now watch me when I forget you.