@d0venstone It's ok, people who never experience it or saw someone close go thru it will not get it. You're doing ok, do what you need to feel better and recover. Stay strong dear, you got this no matter the obstacles
If I had a nickel for every time a very old major leader had died immediately after meeting a far-right conservative while Trisha paytas was pregnant I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it's happened twice