Progressivelyweird

˙uoıʇɐɹǝuǝɓ pǝsnɟuoɔ ɐ ɟo uoıssǝɟuoƆ @Undo_My_Scars

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

Getting weirder to weirder.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

I could die, I could die and never cry again.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

The concrete below has never looked so inviting.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

When you tried to commit but woke up the next day and you don’t feel like dying 🤭

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Don’t tell me I have so much to live for because I honestly don’t.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

But lately, what I have been crying about most is myself, the person I used to be and lost, and the person in the present with no clue about their future.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

When I'm hurt, I shut down. I turn into a total sarcastic bitch. I shut off my emotions, and act indifferent towards everything even though it might be killing me inside.

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I feel like I bother people just by being alive.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

You’re beautiful, but you’re empty. No one could die for you.

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Do you ever get sad attacks and it drains you and you’re just left sitting there like wow this is so uncalled for and rude

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“talk about it”? HAHAHAHAHA, no no no, I prefer to internalize all my problems so they eat away at me from the inside until I’m unable to function in any way.

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I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

Sometimes I cut and feel guilty for cutting

But I also feel guilty for not cutting deep enough.

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What am I doing it for? Why am I literallly destroying myself, to yet try again and destroy myself even more? It doesn't make any sense.

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It’s like when someone says, ‘How are you?’ Do you say, ‘Well, my head hurts and I’m lonely and depressed and I’m worried about everything and the world is collapsing and full of evil’? Or do you say, ‘I’m fine’?

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

I tried really hard, I promise. But one day I just woke up and I couldn’t handle it anymore.

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I just feel so fucking empty sometimes, and it’s so exhausting to feel nothing and everything at the same time.

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𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚊𝚍

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

Oh, I wasn’t supposed to be crying tonight

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“If you had the chance to kill yourself without hurting the ones you love, would you?”

–In a heartbeat

[Progressivelyweird @progressivelyW]

I, the anchor
I'm slowly sinking
Into darkness
Yet unknown
But the fading
Light around me
Is full of faces
Who carry my name