Pickled Smithee

Real shit only be said by the realest.

[Pickled Smithee @PSmithee]

They say it's better to have had it and lost it then never had it at all. I have some serious doubts.

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Anyone else just feel nothing, like I just drive dangerously at night just to feel like I have control over the chaos and madness.

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Just realised I waste my time thinking about others who couldn't give less shits.

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Yep. I think I have lost faith. If I am that unimportant and that hated I think I might just have to skidaddle and skidoodle.

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Hahahaha. If it's only good when you can provide something then it ain't real.

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I won't blink an eye cause I no longer see my failures but only see my goals and my future, and to be frank I can't see cause my futures too bright.

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Insult me openly, kill my spirit piece by piece but don't be surprised when a Phoenix rises from the once ashes.

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I have to move forward, but it's so hard cause it means giving up and that's something I don't do.

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I will now be banished, I once again stand on the outside looking in, they'll never know the view from out here and so they'll maybe never understand me.

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To be so ashamed and hurt by yourself that it feels like the weight of the world is on your shoulders. Yeah I felt that.

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I feared losing her so much that I ruined it for myself and I hurt her. Now I can't look myself in the mirror.

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I will become something great. All I needed was the push and now I'm on my way there.

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I enjoy just not eating purely to punish myself. Literally better then cutting or dumb shit so yeah I just starve myself.

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I hate them cause they took everything from me and then told me I deserved it. The funniest thing is I would have given them it if they asked by the stole it instead.

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The funny thing is I need burner acc cause friends criticize me for my thoughts. Yeah, they call themselves friends.