// one of my very best friend's wedding was this week
everyone looked so amazing ๐ญ what an experience . look at those beautiful brides ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ so many tears
i wanted, desperately, to be redeemed by you. i wanted you to take my guilt and chew it up. i wanted you to eat the version of me that existed before i met you. i wanted you to fix me. i wanted. i just wanted. my whole life is wanting. i want everything.
// trying desperately to add a feature to calcifer's website where people who have unlocked their backstory can access those tidbits with passwords - because wouldn't that be cool ? my adhd brain is angry i'm trying to write html .
sigh
it really is hard to catch up , nowadays - in more ways than one .
the vixen was draped across the loveseat in her den , desperately trying to learn how to use the new ... device - phone - thing that alice had gotten since the last one broke . even on the lowest โ
// trying desperately to add a feature to calcifer's website where people who have unlocked their backstory can access those tidbits with passwords - because wouldn't that be cool ? my adhd brain is angry i'm trying to write html .
brightness , her red eyes feel the heavy strain.
phones had the very same issue tvs did . it's why neither device was important .
the frustration has her setting it aside , covering her weary eyes with an arm .
she'll have to try again later when this headache subsides ...
sigh
it really is hard to catch up , nowadays - in more ways than one .
the vixen was draped across the loveseat in her den , desperately trying to learn how to use the new ... device - phone - thing that alice had gotten since the last one broke . even on the lowest โ
// went from doing my podcast and working 15 hours a week to working almost twice as much - and i gotta prepare for interviews and new episodes -
my god i am everywhere . what a month to be unmedicated .
// no , but sorry for my absence , my life always gets crazy when i decide to come back . i'm working so much right now i don't have the time to do a bunch of writing just yet ;; only my discord pals have been getting replies