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20 | Aussie | shedtwt | bmi :15.8

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Unpinning when I reach 47.5kg

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47.9 this morning .. getting there

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Unpinning when I reach 47.5kg

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48.1kg today aka bmi 15.9

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@saucemaxxing @luvrrenee I usually bookmark random post for profiles I don’t want to forget. Like moots I interact with but don’t see much on my timeline so I can go back and see how they are doing.

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Uber eatsing laxatives rn

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5 more kilos and I’m done please come off I don’t want it there anymore

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I miss dying

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@blue4light Can u add me :)

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@kannarraa 12 but 14s would be ok

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The fear of eating is the fear of living. The refusal to eat is the refusal to live, the refusal to age, the fear of never getting to heal from this. I can both be scared to die but afraid to live.

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@theonlywayout1s I have restrictive anorexia with purging sometimes. I think ive over eaten quite a few times in the last 8 months but it’s consistency (which I’m not lol) that helps you get there. I don’t have a strict cal limit. I like to stay around 1000 but at least 3x a week I eat 1500-2000

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@springflingana 80kg - 48kg

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@vamp1bella Being mentally ill. Eating disorder in ur teens is like more normal than it should be but after 18 ur expected to get over it like it was a phase or something. Same with sh. When ur younger less responsibility so you can get so close to death and not get scared.

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Why is talking about ur eating disorder to people in your life so hard and panic inducing. I just wish I was normal I’m sorry

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@whitemonstur Actual eating disorder probably 5 years but was disordered eating long beforehand but not consciously

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@notoatkitty I wore more alt clothes when I was a healthy weight now I just wear what fits me and barely go out

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@heyshipz Hi chibi

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So true twin

[rae 🌸🦋 @raefordays]

yes i will give you ed tips actually! dont start doing anything unhealthy you dont already do. dont start vomiting don’t start using lax don’t start smoking cigarettes don’t fast for days on end. the best ed tip i can give anyone is don’t start with this shit. seek help now.