the older me is constantly trying to protect the younger me. internal conflict. I hate taking orders from people especially when they try to control how i should live my life.
sometimes it is not that i am stubborn, the problem is that as a person who was repeatedly raped as a child by people who were supposed to protect me. automatically i find myself in a position where i am defensive, because as a child i could not protect myself.
They may never forgive you, but babe you need learn to forgive yourself. You are not your past failures and if someone can’t see past you humbling yourself and asking for forgiveness, then you need to walk away. Qha