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I love my girlfriend! physics major | semi nsfwtwt (ignore pinned)

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

new and improved #edtwt intro
eighteen , 155cm ┆ gw: 51 kg ⇢ ugw: 43 kg ⚛︎
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everything I post will be directed towards myself, not you. you're amazing!
↻ or ♡ to be moots! ifb

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

@lunluxaa you're growing up so well puppy ����

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

@lunluxaa you take it so fucking well too

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

never in my life have I thought I'd ever feel this whole, or that I'd ever exist for myself and not just to humor someone else

I'm not a sappy person, so I'm sorry for the yap sesh. hope everyone is doing well!!

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

starting over with this account; I don't want to live in a hole anymore

my girlfriend is on the phone sleeping rn and I just hope she realizes how much she means, how much her mere existence in my life changed things. not everything is okay, but I have things to stick around for

[Fageddie 🍝 @sphagheddie]

How it feels being a boy on edtwt

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

omad ~320 calories since I ate half

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

one day it all will have been worth it

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

thinking about going to the gym again! I want to get my abs back tbh

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

sometimes I wonder if I'll ever truly be worth loving

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

my girlfriend broke up with me because she likes another guy. i'm so fuckin done bro. she was my light at the end of the tunnel

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

I can't be average

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

I dont want to start over again

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

college has been super stressful lately. I feel like I'm just going through the motions when I used to be really passionate :(

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

I had such big aspirations when I was younger; it's hard to believe I won't make it long enough to see them play out

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

I just want to be loved the way I love bro

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

lost all my friends over the past month

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

genuinely thought I was doing better for a moment. boy, was I wrong!

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

I wish things were back to normal. I feel disgusted with myself. I think my best friend hates me but hes the only one I want to talk to right now

[sai ⚛︎ @R4DAME]

I want to scrub my skin raw until I'm fine again