This is an old photo of me and my dad
The idea of him dead is the hardest fact i've ever faced since the way I was born
How can I live a life without you papa?
I wished to find you alive but life had a different fate for you and me
I really love and this pain is unbearable
I have 3 dreams on the short term
to heal my nerve pain and have some mental peace and less panic attacks
to graudate
to leave turkey and fina a comfortable place to live
may god help me achieve all three as soon as possible
Going to university was definitely a wrong decision
I'm a smart person but with a very hard life
and university is full of mangers and professors who forgets that their students are humans too ...
I wish I could escape ,I wish I could heal all my illness physically and mentally
تَعَلَّم الإتمام..
أن تُتِمَّ ما بدأت، وتُنجز ما خَطَوت، وتُكمل ما خَطَّطتَ له! لا تكن مبتورًا، منقوصًا، أشتاتًا هنا وهناك، في الطّريق ستختلف الرّؤىٰ، ستتغيّر الأحداث، قد تَترُك أمرًا وتأخذ آخر، لا تنسَ؛ بعضُ التَّرك إتمام، لكن أدرِك متى تترُك ومتى تُمسك، متى تُكمل ومتى تقف!