Part19/ personally try my best to pray for positive outcomes, but as a human, I have had my down moments where I've cursed (my cursed definition = wish negativity on someone.) [End]
Part18/The best part of life is if you don't know what to do take it as an opportunity to self reflect then move on and have faith that the situation you didn't know will end up well, one way or another. Pray for something that you truly want.
Part17/or that someone will be there to help when I need it because a part of self love is seeing a situation from someone else's point of view in their moment of need or confusion and doing what you think is best at that moment.
Part16/I'm not literally blind like in the movie The Book of Eli, my meaning here, for those that didn't know, is I'm unsure of the future, yet I'm leading anyway, because I have faith that I can figure it out alone,
Part15/I'll just share me being me and hope that on this journey I'll see where it takes me. "Blind leading the blind" out of faith and love. Here's a good first lesson, Metaphors.
Part14/This creates the opportunity to learn and develop bonds from a desire of loving one's self enough to grow beyond where one was before and finding out this piece of knowledge one didn't know. 365 days is a long time. I'm not going to preach.
Part13/no one knows everything and the best growing pain one can use to heal is to become more knowledgeable of the unknown even if it's to better understand what one didn't understand before.
Part12/Crazy, weird, lame, loser, just to name a few negative words meant to lower self-esteem for those who fear anyone who may possess a thought that they didn't think of either first or at all, rather than understanding that in a world full of infinite information,
Part11/So they just give up because it is known in the psychological field that group mindsets have the power to alter the mind of someone who has clear thoughts of their own just to fit in and become like the rest. I am always me. I will always be me. Call it what you want.
Part10/and the ignorant groups form bonds so strong that small group mindsets over power anyone even remotely strong enough to help clear up the confusion thats creating the separation.
Part7/I'm not expecting to cure anyone from darkness, but I can help shine a light on the necessary tools that has helped me and that's help me become a 34 year old world traveler, no kids, manageable debt with the salary of a Flight attendant
Part6/The world that we live in can seem so dark outside of our personal bubbles. Even those personal bubbles can seem so dark that it feels like drowning in darkness.
Part 5/ We all go through experiences and we learn from them. I am here as a Child of God, not to convince anyone to have my beliefs but to help shine a light in darkness for anyone who may need the help to be better versions of themselves.
P4/I see it as a never ending internal conflict between right/wrong/good/evil that needs to be balanced by acquiring the first 4 for one's self to develop inner peace as well as being able to share my inner light to others so they can grow & be healed like I am & continue to do.
Boundaries set forth by society that we all navigate through in order to live amongst each other the best way that we can. Not everyone is the same. Yet we all have a universal need for Knowledge, Water, Shelter, Food, and Love. 4 of these are obtained externally.