༺•RamFlotezz•༻

༺• You see things, and you say, 'why?' But I dream things that never were, and I say 'why not?' •༻

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I could write a song about falling in love or falling apart, breaking our walls or breaking our hearts...

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You can’t see red flags through rose coloured glasses

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Day 6
Been having loads of pain in my upper body…
Fingertips felt numb and cold to the touch…
Been spitting out blood lately…
Gosh gotta take it in my stride and pretend…
Pretend like I’m okay

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Day 4
I notice I’ve been been distant, there’s a lot that’s on my mind
And I know that I should fix it but I haven’t got the time
And so I’ll find another reason for my emotional decline
Because the way that I’ve been feeling has been no one’s fault but mine

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Day 3
Everything felt heavy but empty
The tightness in my chest is starting to affect me
‘Breathe just breathe’
Been sleeping a lot lately not because I’m tired but cause I’m trapped in this downward spiral
I might be depressed but who knows

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My heart is just a void
As I collapse into it
No way out
No control
As I sing your praises
Accepting my fate
As I close my eyes
Fear but relief,
I’ll embrace it…

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I don’t think I’ll recover from this… I just don’t think I have the strength to do so… God how I need you right now… please give me the strength and show me the way… I just can’t… take this anymore… I can’t…

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The more I reread it the more broken I’ll be… Seeing the phrase again make me rethink who I am as a person… Maybe it’s just me… Fuck it is me…

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And to @Keithkif16 for selalu mendoakan me

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But thanks to @irfanjupri and Izzat for the short meet up needed and appreciate it

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Hi twitter, well I’m back and usually it means… things had gone to shit hah 😅 well don’t know how or what to feel but I guess this is it huh? It’s been great and honestly I am to blame for all this but what to do… Life is just like that. You can’t have it your way all the time

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Cause the war within is the hardest fight
If the path looks clear walking off that ledge

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@WApplecwxz Same

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Ohh Shit just realise she WhatsApp me using a Singapore number so pls pls pls don’t be back in Singapore and bother me pls I ain’t got time for this

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Why on the planet Mars does my ex’s sister still have my number and what’s with the new year wish? I haven’t talked to them for like 3 to 4 years 🤔 Why now?

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Last time I felt this way I fell into a pit of depression but now it’s way harder pretending that everything’s fine when it’s not...

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Living out this nightmare like it was all a dream

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Missing you a lil too much and I hope everything will go back to the way it was...

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My mask smells like fresh leather seat and I don’t know how or why or what to feel about it

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@WApplecwxz Sike I’m gonna ghost on Twitter until I find the right TIME to strike but in the mean time I shall stay in the ZONE and once I see a promising tweet I’ll go STRAIGHT to the point!!

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Okay la bye Twitter see you next year