I genuinely just need something good to happen to me.
This has been one of the hardest years in my life, from having $40,000 stolen from me causing me to be nearly broke and I actually mean close to nothing in my account. Struggling with it alone without much support, suffering from this feeling of plateua after putting work for years to break through and grow my viewership, my house breaking down around me all the time, learning most of the people I'm close with are barely acquaintances to me making me feel more isolated and alone in life than ever before, and my plushie merch that can't be remade that I have sentimental value with getting trapped away behind stupid issues.
I feel alone, helpless and stuck. I'm recovering financially slowly and trying to make closer friends but I'm so volatile that any little problem that comes up causes me to panic lately. Just please give me a break. The only thing keeping me tethered to reality sometimes are my blockheads, my community.
📢 ˎˊ˗ MY WILDCARD CLUB APPLICATION 🎸🎤
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this is my application to be part of the @thewildcardclub !! i was really nervous making this, but if you're dreams don't scare you they're not BIG enough!! (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)
(good luck to all of the other applicants!!)
#wildcardclub
Your default assumption when interacting with female fans should be that they’re here for the VTubers, and have zero interest in you unless they explicitly say otherwise
We want this to be a safe and comfortable space for everyone: the girls, the guys, and everyone in between 🫶
I have closed and will not accepting any kofi donations for now as i have reach a a fund goals for my treatment.
I am on my way to receive my treatment as soon as possible and please wish me a good luck, i hope everything will go well 🙇🏻♂️🙏🏻
Thank you everyone.
Yayy woke up to wonderful news! I just wanted to thank everyone. Whoever supported through donations and/or spread the news, you are all heroes.
I'm happy to know that the people in my community are so kind and I'm always grateful. 💙
i have enough funds to continue my treatment now, all because of your help.
I am still feeling anxious about everything and i cant think of the right words to write but i just want to let you know that i am feeling very grateful to everyone, thank you so much 🙏🏻😭
This was my commission from last year and it turned out so amazing ☺️
I forgot to say it back then since I just used the commission as a way to support you but thank you so much for accepting it Naki, I love how it turned out 💜
Really lovely art! They also have commissions open if but it might be difficult for them right now so donations are available too.
You've given so many people joy with your drawing like many other artists do and I can't imagine how strong you have to be. I hope you can keep holding your head up no matter what.
a comment that i cant find anymore suggested that i write a sort of coffee table book detailing various rpg maker horror games over the years, whats the verdict who would buy it i'll pivot into being an author i think i'd do well with that kind of book