a healing stage is disgust. yes, disgust. you will be disgusted by the people whose love you seeked. you will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. feel this feeling, then let it go.that will never be you again
never trust a person that has let you down more then 2 times. once was a warning, twice was a lesson & anything more than that is blatant disrespect. differentiate between who ACTUALLY loves you & who just acts like they do. not everyone's your friend sweetie.
Love this perspective:
"I don't think bad things" happen to good people, l think bad things happen to everyone and the way good people respond is what makes them good."
Depression is embarrassing because sometimes it makes you miss appts and not return phone calls and whenever the fog starts to lift you gotta do a whole fuckin apology tour
I hate how people act like depression and mental disorders are a choice. Like damn, if I could choose between being happy and being the sad version of me, I think I would choose to be happy. I’m trying, but I just can’t seem to snap out of it, and that’s not my fault.