you don't realize how much being left out has affected you until you realize you're scared to participate in anything without someone inviting you to join in
I love men that are taller and stronger than me
"Oh so they can get stuff off the top shelf right"
No dumbass. So they can lift me and fuck me against a wall and force me into any position they want and I have absolutely no way to prevent them. Like holy fuck I'M HORNYYYYY
“Rough sex, but not in the trashy, cheap way you see in porn. I mean the animalistic, all consuming kind, like two people unraveling each other with poetic brutality, somewhere between violence and worship.”
“slut era” i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past