To this child and bear the fruit of my doing. Absolutely not. Kids need consistent, trying parents that show up. Not penpal relationships and yes it makes me mad because my child is such a wonderful child. For anybody to choose not to be in her life is insane to me.
As I’m meeting new people and being around more emotionally available fathers it just reassure me that how I act with my kids father is reasonable. Any time I present a path for this man to have to actually step up as a father he shys away. But he wants to have access
Ughhh my baby starting volleyball is just soo emotional for me because I’m really doing this on my own. Like thank Jehovah for my family for helping when they can but thanks to Jehovah for me being able to carry my kid through this life and she really have a great life 😭