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BPD. PTSD. ARFID. alcoholic. SHtwt//EDtwt … CW: 126 lbs GW: 100 lbs :3

[💞 @razorkittyxD]

my loves <333

[💞 @razorkittyxD]

i need to smoke so bad

[Weed Porn @WeedPorns]

Don’t forget to take your meds today

[eutanazja @starnikax]

do you feel christmas vibe?🎄

[💞 @razorkittyxD]

i remember back in the day i would be able to buy packs of razor blades from the 99 cent store 😭

[💞 @razorkittyxD]

i need a pencil sharpener or something im tired of using my eyebrow shaver especially since its getting dull and i think i see rust starting to form on it i just dont wanna get an infection but i don't have anything else to cut with atm :/ and dont tell me to just not do it

[𝒶rα˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @yslmammi]

people think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard .

[*Vsterisk @Bones_n_wormS]

all roads lead back to the blade

[Riċ @ricblurs]

my circle so small i passed the blunt to my other hand and hit it again

[Meg @megannn_lynne]

trying to communicate just how debilitating a mental illness is to someone who doesn’t experience it is one of the most frustrating disconnects in the world. & it’s no one’s fault!!!! still so painful

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

kinda fucked that i have to constantly be busy and distracted so my brain doesn’t default to its factory settings of {depression and suicidal ideation}

[𝓑ᥫ᭡ @quesadaaa_]

“if you sleep in the afternoon, you won't sleep at night”

me in the afternoon and night:

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

is life when you have a mental illness just a series of relapse recovery relapse recovery until you die. like do you just get better for a little until something triggers It & the cycle restarts & you Hope you heal Again. or don’t…just over & over & over & over & Over forever

[Jay† @ayjayling]

i get sick every time i think about how much i hate myself

[💞 @razorkittyxD]

i always feel like a loser bc i dont cut deep enough to leave permanent scars and they fade quickly and i dont like it. is that weird?