I chased drugs it didn’t work
I chased women it didn’t work
I chased knowledge it didn’t work
I chased money I can’t make money bc I don’t know anyone to sell anything to or do anything for so I’m stuck w minimum wage
I’m so lost.
AND NOW NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I PUSH EVERYONE AWAY BC THERE NOT YOU AND I TRY TO SEPERATE THE TWO BUT YOU WERE EVERYTHING BRO FUCK YOU FOR EVERYTHING FUCK YOU FUCK YOU BROO I HATE YOU FOR EVERYTHING I HATE MYSELF FOR EVERYTHING IM SO, idk anymore mb.
GOOOOD FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME RETHINK EVERYTHING I BELIEVED WAS TRUE FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME LOVE YOU JSUT TO RIP IT AWAY FROM ME AND MAKING ME SIT HERE AND WATCH YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE AND BE HAPPY ALL WHILE IM HERE STILL REMINISCING ABOUT OUR STUPID FUCKING RELATIONSHIP (comments)
Imma slowly start working on getting everyone to hate me and push away and then imma go into some woods in another country and kill myself in some cave far underground so everyone js thinks im living life away so they don’t deal w the grief
So I’ve come to the realization that I’m ugly every woman I’ve loved has left me Reddit says im a 3/10 and I’m alone as fuck so I think imma js settle into being single forever now or I might jump off a bridge idk yet either disapearing or suicide