It has been a wild time.
Questioning myself, for long.
Talking to psychiatrists, questioning, and just taking time to be more and more secure in the position.
After the summer in 2019 when I first got the referral everything since lead me here.
The first day of HRT.
It is just another day like the rest.
I do my same routine, I do the same things, I see the same people, work the same job.
I only added on a new thing that is extremely natural.
No regret, no extreme sense of euphoria or anything.
It has just been the feeling of a good day
I wish I wasn’t at work atm.
The stuff going on with Twitch is really interesting, so I would much rather look at that now.
Well well, only 3 more hours until I can actually start digging into the story
https://t.co/7vTDeRA9vt got leaked. Like, the entire website; Source code with comments for the website and various console/phone versions, refrences to an unreleased steam competitor, payouts, encrypted passwords that kinda thing.
Might wana change your passwords.
@IanColdwater And if you haev gotten through the interview process and didn't get the position. Still show interest in learning. Ask if there is anything you could have done better, What stood out that made them pick you in the first place? We never stop learning, job or not. Ask questions!
@IanColdwater Impostor syndrome is a huge thing for people in tech. Especially when new.
As someone who lost any and all hope for a job, then only 2 months later getting a job I absolutely love now.
If you get a slot somewhere, and take a risk if possible.
Get experience, and apply again!